He saw my weariness — and I was able to see the sweetness of His presence.
The words that describe how I felt during the worship were “seen and seeing.” Not only did I feel seen by the Lord’s nearness, but I was able to surrender my fears surrounding the situation through worship. My prayers were filled with trust that Jesus has His loving eye on my mom, and that He is worthy of worship regardless of what our current circumstance looks like. He saw my weariness, and I was able to see the sweetness of His presence. Worshipping through a time of worry is an invitation to live in anticipation of seeing how His restoration looks — both here and in Heaven.
I reached out because when my mom’s health suddenly began failing, I knew leaning into the presence of God was the only thing that would bring comfort to our hearts and bodies. It was a miracle I was able to fly home at such short notice to spend time with her in her sickness, and I was reminded that it’s always a miracle that God shows up in our moments of desperation and celebration. When my mom didn’t have the energy to stand, we were still able to go before His throne with petitions and thankfulness, and exchange worry for worship. He doesn’t leave us to carry burdens on our own, and it was a healing experience to have fellow believers in our home contending before the Lord on behalf of my mom.
The most precious moment was seeing my mom and brother prayed over. It’s hard being a long-distance daughter, especially when an emergency happens. I trust God is working in mighty ways in my family, even when I don’t always get to see where He’s causing breakthrough. It was beautiful to see God’s heart come through the prayers of others for both people I have such a big heart for.
As someone who comes from a family with various high-risk health conditions, I know it’s vulnerable to ask for prayer in an uncertain situation surrounding health. It’s a huge step to invite people into the area where a lot of battles are fought — whether that’s a living room or a hospital room. But that’s the gift of the body of Christ: to move how and where He moves. He moves into the darkest, scariest battlefields of our lives, and with Him is victory. I have no doubt that Jesus was present in our home during that time of worship. I would suggest Proclaiming Praise to other families with loved ones on a healthcare journey, because there’s no better time spent than with the Healer.